Im Fine EP






1.)

" Warning signs to look for include
people who may be talking about wanting to die or killing themselves.
Talking about feeling hopeless or not having a reason to live.
Heath experts say certain things that may be causing these dark thoughts are
life changes that are beyond our control like relationships among other issues
please know that help is available right here in the Bronx"

I aint going back and forth with a rival
im suicidal and you can die to
im tryna advise you if Invite you
you might want to decline

2+2 (4)
10/2 (5)
put whats inside it
inside you

two can both see graves
just go the other way
I pretty much don't give a fxck these days

I've been tryna release to get out my brain
being stuck in my head making me feel pain

nothing helps
nothing ever did
sex was temporary happiness
a high that lifts

got a girl
one of GODS gifts
held her
but the DEVIL loosened up the grip

recklace in the past
putting her at risk
brought it to my present
hope the future better than this

Thought we could work through what I did to her
then I got a message like Mom said to get rid of ya
damn it im such an idiot

Best thing to happen to me since 21
got my ID and bought coconut rum
had a box a pizza to eat when I was done
a lot of liquor in my system
hope its soaking some up

Bruises on my heart
weed in my lung
pills in my hand
let me pop one

pills in my hand
let me pop one

no more pills to pop
the bottle done

sadness fades
as I drift away
not conscious
in a place I wish to stay

wake up
stomach hurting
with a headache
Ok

Ok ...

"GOD I get the message
its time to LEAVE!"

Its not time to leave
Im still stressing

If I gotta be here
could you at least
bring peace

Please,
Bring peace ...



2.)

All I wanna do
is better myself
work on my mind and mental health
dealing with stress
getting no rest
things will get better
I know that Im blessed

I be talking to GOD
he know whats up
pray for my soul if you want to show L*ve
Im on the run from the cops and the judge
money been low so Im back selling drugs

I keep it on me
my smith and Wesson hold eight
I gotta go outta state
got me a play
license suspended but Hey
Im driving
I gotta get paid

Ducking the D's
aint tryna sit in a cell
I got a app on the cell
watching the WAZE
these are the ways I prevent
profit provide and prevail

Had to get low
aint no more hiittin the club
wish I was doing a show
getting a bag
lil mama touching her toes
shaking it for me to throw
not tryna brag

but when Im done with this man
yo I swear I'll be the man
as for now
Im out
outta sight
catch me if you can

All I wanna do
is better myself
work on my mind and mental health
dealing with stress
getting no rest
things will get better
I know that Im blessed

I be talking to GOD
he know whats up
pray for my soul if you want to show L*ve
Im on the run from the cops and the judge
money been low so Im back selling drugs

Had to get focused
Im praying and hoping my distance brings closeness
man people are funny
I wonder who l*ve me
if I was to die be surprised if you noticed

I am a son
I am brother
Aida had Aidan
I am a uncle

I am cousin
I got some friends
but im a loner
when Im in trouble

I be feeling life more real at night
perception is power
with the power down
you can see the lies
projected for dollars

aint nothing real and for real aint nothing trufuly ours
I swear from 1am to 4am is honesty hours

then the sun come up
the fun is done
the show goes on
don't come over to me talking like you know me Dawg

All I wanna do
is better myself
work on my mind and mental health
dealing with stress
getting no rest
things will get better
I know that Im blessed

I be talking to GOD
he know whats up
pray for my soul if you want to show L*ve
Im on the run from the cops and the judge
money been low so Im back selling drugs

I keep it on me
my smith and Wesson hold eight
I gotta go outta state
got me a play
license suspended but Hey
Im driving
I gotta get paid



3.)

Gotta Get Paid ...

Where Im at?
Tell Me where Im at.
You know where I be?
Outta sight.
Should be out of mind
No where to be seen

I be Low
I be Low
aint got shxt to Prove

Im aight
Im aight
Fxck what they assume

Had a foursome
I aint force them
They was there and they just offered
it was awesome

had they're numbers
I aint call them
but the called me
I continued Fxcking all them
they be horny

Pop that Pxssy for a real Nxgga
don't mistake that
I be Diddy
Take that
take that
we get litty

aint got time to ignore nobody
I be busy
while you mad making faces
Im a make a Milly

Where Im at?
Tell Me where Im at.
You know where I be?
Outta sight. Should be out of mind
No where to be "scene"

I be Low
I be Low
aint got shxt to Prove

Im aight
Im aight
Fxck what they assume

Had a foursome
I aint force them
They was there and they just offered
it was awesome

had they're numbers
I aint call them
but the called me
I continued Fxcking all them
they be horny

Apologies ...

A lot of things that you heard was true
Im the fool
please forgive me
for I know not what I do

I broke the rules you put in place
certain things you shouldn't take
walk away that my mistake

put myself in shoes I couldn't fit
doing stupid shxt
what you lack to give Is what I get
from the other chick

Im already low
she would come around and pick me up
after a couple times
it just got harder to give it up

only me in mind
never you whenever we connect
half the blame is mine
wasn't my intent to disrespect

I won't make excuses
whats done is done and I lied
didn't mean to hurt you Im sorry
hope you forgive me good bye

Where Im at?
Tell Me where Im at.
You know where I be?
Outta sight. Should be out of mind
No where to be seen

I be Low
I be Low
aint got shxt to Prove

Im aight
Im aight
Fxck what they assume



4.)

Sorry If I ever took something from you
I know what its like now
then I aint have a clue

I done learned a lot
Life gave me a course
I can not continue living without remorse

If your family member OD'd off of my work
I aint mean for that to happen
but it come with the work

If I had a problem with you
got physical - popped a pistol
didn't miss you but hit you
Dead. Alive. Still in critical...

Sorry for the circumstance
I deserve a second chance
for what its worth Im self taught
and my examples kind of bad

you may care or not
I ve been through a lot
I robbed
Been robbed
I shot
been shot

Im tryna be better
confessing my sins and never committing again
letting go hatred
I'll lose ways in order to win

gain whats needed to grow
blame I never will place
owning my parts of the problem
watch as I fix a mistake

I apologize / Sorry if I wronged you
I apologize / Sorry If I shot you
I apologize / Sorry if I robbed you
I apologize / Im saying sorry cause I got to

I apologize
I apologize
Sorry
Im Sorry

Sorry
Thats on GOD

Sorry If I ever took something from you
I know what its like now
then I aint have a clue

I done learned a lot
Life gave me a course
I can not continue living without remorse

going whip shopping
leaving with that I can afford
something flashing
a porche
not a Honda Accord

got a range
hit the block
making chops
showing off

***** opened his mouth
hating on me of course

I let him slide cause its like whatever
we aint best friends or nothing but
we do get money together

they out here rolling dice
I don't know how to play
there he go again having something to say

*** told him shut up
you fake and you bummy
he don't even play
you sound like a dummy

he pull more girls
its nothing to dude
and on top of that
he get more money than you

I laugh
he got mad
I told him chill
Be Kool

Everybody know whats up
I aint got nothing to prove

Gun tucked in the front
its nothing to pull
but it aint that deep
I guess he got it confused ...

Sorry
Thats on GOD



5.)

GOD ...



Im sorry, Im sorry ...

Born. Live. Die.
Its inevitable
People trust & Lie
but L*ve's incredible

My last day alive
I died doing what I said I'd do
if I get excepted into heaven
its a miracle

I done done a lot
been around the block
Its weighting on my heart
grabbed a pen and pad to jot
I gotta let it out
a lot of nonsense
can never take it back
but I can clear my conscious

In a perfect world
I never hurt the world
I never took a life
I never hurt a girl
I never stole from Mommy
I spent time with my brother
I did more with action
to show em that I L*ve em

I became a father
I took care of my children
none of y'all had a miscarriage
all of them living

****** would still b alive
eating cheese fries
when she tattood Im ok
I tatted im Fine
I would never have cried
after hearing you died
why was I your last text before suicide?
why would me having sex be the reason I couldn't reply?

In a perfect world you're alive
in a perfect world you're alive
You tried

Born. Live. Die.
Its inevitable
People trust & Lie
but L*ve's incredible
My last day alive
I died doing what I said I'd do
if I get excepted into heaven
its a miracle

I done done a lot
been around the block
Its weighting on my heart
grabbed a pen and pad to jot
I gotta let it out
a lot of nonsense
can never take it back
but I can clear my conscious
(Forgive me)

In a perfect world
I never hurt the world
I never sold Drugs
I never pimped a girl

I never spent a couple thousand on throw aways
I never rocked a Rollie that I know is fake

I never bought a van every other month
to make money off fiends
I know smoking more then blunts
I never went to jail more than once
I never proposed
got told no was Hurt and had to front

In a perfect world
I never feel alone
I am understood
appreciated more
I get to create
I get to help out
Im useful
I have a purpose
Im felt when around

im not competing with a lifestyle I can't obtain
I don't hold myself back cause im scared of fame
for good reason people know my name
in a perfect world this album aint a suicide note and I overcame

Done a lot
been around the block
Its weighting on my heart
grabbed a pen and pad to jot
I gotta let it out
a lot of nonsense
can never take it back
but I can clear my conscious

In a perfect world
I never hurt the world ...

All Songs Written / Recorded / Mixed / Mastered & Arranged By Justin Allen

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